What is this....? L-O-V-E

What is it?

How do you keep it strong?

What happens if it falls apart?

Why are there so many tears?

Where is it?

How true is it really?

Is there a reason for the pain?

Why can't we forget it?

Why can't we live without it?

How do we find it?

What do we do when it's broken?

What about all the promises?

What about the memories?

What are we now?

What did we have?

Will you remember me?

Why didn't this feeling last?

How can we know it's really real?

What if we are wrong?

What if we are right?

What do we do when we've found it?

What would you say?

What could replace it?

What could hide it's exsistence?

Why try to ignore it?

What more could you want?

What would make you happier?

What is any truier?

What else is inspiration?

Why else do we laugh, smile, and cry?

Who else causes that feeling?

Why live without it?

When everyone else can finally tell?

What else makes the heart stop?

When else do you feel this way?

What is this....

What involves all these questions....

What a short word...

With so much meaning....

When someone causes that feeling....

When it is true you know.....

Simply put...with lots of meaning......

L-O-V-E.....love



Silly Boy

Silly boy how many times should I give you another chance...even when you've pretty much proved you don't deserve it.

 My brain is screaming run as fast as you can while my heart is screaming No you love him!!

Silly boy you don't even realize you are causing a crazy intense tug of war between my heart and mind. You have no idea you never leave my thoughts or how many tears I've cried. Silly boy dont you know I never want to let you go.

Silly boy I wish you knew exactly what i thought of you. It would be nice to say it's going to get better some day. But silly boy it never will if you aren't here still. Now wouldn't it be nice if the silly boy knew to read this too.

However he never will. Because he'll continue to do as Silly Boys do...he'll continue to be him. And you will probably never really know how I really love you so.

Silly Boy....

Sometimes...just have to walk away.

At some point you just have to close your eyes and walk away. It's not like it will be all that easy. The memories will be with you and it will be painful. But staying and getting hurt and broken hearted over and over again is not much better. There's no easy way...sometimes you just have to say. 'You had your chance I'm done with this game.' Then pick yourself up and walk away......chances are they will always have a special place in your heart....because even if they didn't you always loved them.....just like you said....and that is what makes it so hard....

When they try to talk...go ahead. Tell them what has been on your mind. Its going to be hard but sometimes it is your last resort. To leave or always continue to get hurt. Hold back the tears if you want and keep yourself from getting one...last...hug. You know it's all just a game to him and you meant everything you ever said.

Now it's your chance and don't let it pass. Tell him to make his choice or this game has finally come to an end. Heart break takes time to heal and you wont forget him...he's still your friend.

Do Not Mess With Love

Do not mess with someones emotions...because chances are in the end both sides get hurt.
Do not throw around the word Love unless you mean it...because people may actually believe it.
Do not act like I never meant anything to you because everyone around here knows everything that was between us.
Do not say things you do not mean...it just wastes your breath and my heart. Do not play with my heart...one day it will break.
Do not run back and forth...choose or get lost.
Do not pretned that you meant something else...say what you mean and mean whaat you say.
Do not feed me lies and then expect me to trust...I'm not stupid.
Do Not simply forget about me.....when I once meant everything to you.....
Do Not Mess With Love.

Reaching this Generation..a combination of info I have found on line.

        I found this on a website when I was doing some outreach research...check it out..
"What would happen if all of our 1450+ churches in the Arkansas Baptist State Convention would pray for the lost generation of children and students in our communities? There would be a movement of God where we would see many children and youth begin a r...elationship with Jesus Christ."
           Now I challenge you to replace the amount of Churches above in that area with all the churches in your home-town area! Who;s willing to do that. To pray for the lost and we will see our churches flooded with teens and children willing and eger to hear the words of God! This also requires us praying for the teens and children alreay in our churches still learning!!

"Whoever wants this generation the most, gets them. Christ-followers must take personal responsibility for sharing with this generation across the street, around the block, at the ball park, to their friends, coworkers, and family if they are to fulfill the Great Commission."
~Don't give up even if stressed or annoyed with different  Teenagers and Children. We may be the only way they ever hear the word. So Now Go Out and Get This Generation for Christ!

In order for children and youth to be mobilized for a lifetime of effective service in the Kingdom, we must make sure they have a strong foundation in the faith/

~If we want to teach the upcoming generation to be able to teach others after them they have to have a foundation. If we do not provide and teach them with the foundations then we can not expect them to be affective in this world. So when we want to take back this generation we need to be willing and put our all and full dedication into it.

Tomorrow the end of the world??

Tomorrow the end of the world yes or no?
Let me know what you think about this idea that has been circulating.

The Bible says no man will know and it even says not even the Son knows the date or the time...only the Father.
God knows when the end will come and it could come at any time. But it will not come just because a man has predicted it. The Bible is clear in telling us that no man will know the hour or the day. He says Tomorrow at 6...which is against the Bible.

Well let me know what you think...reguardless of what happens I know where I would/ am going...Heaven with Jesus Christ and God Almighty!!

Hearts

There is one thing that can easily be broken.
It heals slower each time.
A pain that can not always be seen, but is always felt.
Damaged and bruised, but a strong front.
Deep scars visible, from the past.
Sounds and words will rip apart the fragile structure.
Locked away where only one person will find it.
When finally given to someone trusted....
Chances are it will be broken again, but this time it may last...
But hopefully it will never be a permanent break.

Lately...

Have you ever just had one of those times where you just wonder why? I mean its like everything around you is improving then you step back and realize its mostly the same. Not a lot of change maybe those around you have even more struggles...what were you seeing. Now what changed? Lately it's just been trying and tiring, sometimes I'm just done...too much stress too much worry. I need some time to chill and i need some time to write and think. Summer can not come fast enough...not for me at least.

Lately life has just been throwing as many struggles, issues, and problems it seems at me...nothing huge but the small things add up. Anyone else been noticing this sort of pattern lately?

Easter...all that it truly means...still the same today!!

On this amazing Easter Sunday this song speaks about the amazing GRACE that we have received from God! Jesus Christ has risen from the dead and He is alive today watching over each and everyone of us! All that He suffered through all those years ago He could have just said no, He had the power to end it all but He went through all of it to save EACH AND EVERY PERSON!! He hung on that cross to save us, from all the wrong we have done and all the wrong we will do. There is not another person in all of history or ever will be who was perfect and faultless like Jesus Christ. Yet the world He came to save put Him to death...and He beat Death!!!

Jesus lives today and He waits for us for the day that we will join Him in Eternity and see the mansions he has prepared for us.  See the Streets of Gold and the Crystal Sea...all those believers who have gone on before us. But above all we will see Jesus Christ and the nail scared hands and feet and the pierced side. We will see our Lord and Savior.

All that was done all those years ago may seem to us that it has nothing to do with us. But it has EVERYTHING to do with us. Jesus knew that YOU (yes you) would need His grace and mercy! So God sent His Son to Earth to save YOU.

Rejoice on the Easter Sunday in knowing that you are saved by Grace through the Precious Blood of Jesus Christ. Know that you are a new creation in Him. And know that The Story and Message are still the same and that CHRIST JESUS is alive today!!!!

Love quotes and Heartborken quotes I have found over time!

• “I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.”
• “You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel.”
• “The worst thing you can do for love is deny it; so when you find that special someone, don't let anyone or anything to get in your way.”
• "Don’t say you love me unless you really mean it, because I might do something crazy like believe it."
• "Love is much like a wild rose, beautiful and calm, but willing to draw blood in its defense."  ~Mark Overby
•  “You are what I never knew I always wanted”
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