Thursday, November 17, 2011

What is this....? L-O-V-E

What is it?
How do you keep it strong?
What happens if it falls apart?
Why are there so many tears?
Where is it?
How true is it really?
Is there a reason for the pain?
Why can't we forget it?
Why can't we live without it?
How do we find it?
What do we do when it's broken?
What about all the promises?
What about the memories?
What are we now?
What did we have?
Will you remember me?
Why didn't this feeling last?
How can we know it's really real?
What if we are wrong?
What if we are right?
What do we do when we've found it?
What would you say?

What could replace it?
What could hide it's exsistence?
Why try to ignore it?
What more could you want?
What would make you happier?
What is any truier?
What else is inspiration?
Why else do we laugh, smile, and cry?
Who else causes that feeling?
Why live without it?
When everyone else can finally tell?
What else makes the heart stop?
When else do you feel this way?


What is this....
What involves all these questions....

What a short word...
With so much meaning....
When someone causes that feeling....
When it is true you know.....

Simply put...with lots of meaning......

L-O-V-E.....love


Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Silly Boy

Silly boy how many times should I give you another chance...even when you've pretty much proved you don't deserve it.

 My brain is screaming run as fast as you can while my heart is screaming No you love him!!

Silly boy you don't even realize you are causing a crazy intense tug of war between my heart and mind. You have no idea you never leave my thoughts or how many tears I've cried. Silly boy dont you know I never want to let you go.

Silly boy I wish you knew exactly what i thought of you. It would be nice to say it's going to get better some day. But silly boy it never will if you aren't here still. Now wouldn't it be nice if the silly boy knew to read this too.

However he never will. Because he'll continue to do as Silly Boys do...he'll continue to be him. And you will probably never really know how I really love you so.

Silly Boy....