Doubting and questioning everything

Has anyone else ever reached a point where you just want to start questioning everything? Or maybe doubting everything you thought you knew?

I never thought I would be one of those people who took a step back and thought 'wow maybe I have been seeing stuff wrong this whole time'. Well I am basically at that point now.

And you know what I'm fine with it. Maybe it's time for me to start questioning people, and their motives. Maybe I need to stop giving everyone the benefit of the doubt and start telling people what I really think. Maybe what I've thought was wrong could actually be right and what I always assumed was the right thing for me to do could actually be misguided?

So yeah I may still smile and have the same 'attitude' but my eyes are open now. People don't get to just use me and know I'll be there whenever they decide they need me in their life again. From now on you make me upset you'll know it and you'll know it to your face. From now on I'm going to openly question and doubt facts and believes so prove it to me...and it better be good!

Because you know why? Sometimes in life those moments come up where you actually have every reason to question and doubt everything. I'm in one of those points now and I'm going to use every second of it to figure out where I'm actually going.

Control Freaks

There is so much pain, hurt, and control in this world. Why would someone who is suppose to help benefit another cause harm on them. There is such a thing as guidance and then becoming an oppressive obsessive person who is a control freak is an all together different thing. Don't they realize their actions simply push people away. They aren't benefiting anyone and frankly they should soon realize that they do not have ultimate control over everyone. It's just one of those moments where you shake your head wondering what on earth goes through people's minds when acting like that.

People types

Oh People.Yes people in general. The more time i spend around people and the more I learn the more I realize that in many ways I can't stand people!

There are people who are like dictators. Be it at work, family, school, or just public life. These people decide that they are right and insist on attempting to enforce their view on others, and keep everyone trapped below them. Their power comes from the amount of control and 'brain-washing' they can achieve. They will not tolerate being proven wrong or argued against. These are the people who make standing up for your own opinions and believes terribly trying and hard.There are too many people today running businesses, famalies, schools, and so on like this...why do you think our world is in so much turmoil?

There are people who can be described in two words...hypocrites and fakes. These are the people who say one thing and do another. They set out to only put themselves ahead and they put their abilities to work in fooling the world and people. They do not hesitate to jump at an opportunity to 'act the part' when it isn't even relatively close to their true selves. They change their personality depending on the people,place, and situation...true sincerity is far from one of their qualities. These people often are the ones who give people groups bad names because they are vocal and unafraid to flaunt what they feel they have achieved.

There are also people who are so nieve and are easily walked on. These people see the world in only a positive light. They are willing to willingly follow what 'leaders' decide to do and rarely question it. They often times open themselves up to being taken advantage of and consistently, and not always on purpose, put themselves much lower than others. They do not acknowledge doubts about a persons intentions and often times end up hurt or in a bad situation because they turned a blind eye to a situation.

There are people who simply don't care what you think about them. Now this can be both a negative or positive way to live. When you don't spend all of your time worried about what people may think of you or what they may decide is right or wrong for you (if unreasonable) you often accomplish more. However if you go to the extreme and just go completely wild it will not be beneficial for you at all. When you are able to laugh at yourself and speak your mind freely you have a better grasp of where you fit in and where you can be affective. Striving to Not let people control you or your emotions often is beneficial because you no longer worry about what they think of you.

There are also people who have sincere hearts and intentions.These people are the ones who are die hard and sincere about thier passions. They speak their mind and they share passionately what are their believes and why. These people will not shy away from engaging you in a discussion and they often times will be excited for the chance. They are not motivated by personal fame or glory, it is often a much deeper connection. When you encounter these people they can be described as this a 'real person' they will be 'real with you'. There aren't many smoke and mirrors present 'what you see is what you get'.

Well these are just 5 types of people I tend to come into contact with alot, at least I have been lately, and there are many others I could list. We need to remember though that although we all fit a category we do not need to waste our time judging. Because we have ourselves to be consious of and responsible for.

 

Intriguing 'puzzles'

Something that has always intrigued me is a 'puzzle' which is just begging to be solved.

So imagine this type of scenario:
Random calls, strange circumstances, strange messages. Intriguing isn't it? You have no idea. Haha. It's just begging me to try and 'solve' it.

Imagine if I had all the same skills that I watch daily on tv. It would be so much fun and chances are not too many people would mess with me.

Well anyways it slightly surprises me that i've never had my mind set on a career in crime solving. It would be quite a fun challenge for me. :)

Unhelpful input

People keep saying if your older things have a greater chance of working out and lasting. But seriously that advice isn't helpful it's depressing. Honestly I say if the two people can make it and are happy stay out of it and don't put doubts into it.

Relax God's got a plan

There are those days when you want to ask why you have to deal with stuff?
But then you look around at the people that God has placed in your life.
Then you realize all though times may be tough God has given you everyone and everything you need to get through it.

God is so good to us, and often times we do not realize it. He brings the perfect people into our lives, right when we are completely ready for them. It's even better when you know the people He's brought into your life are there to stay.

Also certain people can make you smile even on your worst day. So as hard as it may be relax and know that God has a plan and is in control. :)

people

People don't realize that when you say something you mean it. And it's like seriously we aren't all little kids anymore. Take us at our word and just believe us. We know the world around us, but eventually you have to let us make our own decisions.  And please stop making our lives more difficult and treating us like we are too young or inferior.

People...memories...life

Why is it that certain people you can just never manage to get out of your head. I have had many crazy times and memories with a lot of awesome people! But sometimes some people I haven't seen in a while just get stuck in my head. Well two different sayings always come into mind when it's one of those days...
"Memories are only as good as the people you make them with"
and "If you can't get someone out of your head maybe they're suppose to be there"

I guess I have no way of knowing who all will still be around in the near future or distant future. But as of right now I am having a blast and making tons of memories with everyone in my life. Each person bringing a new aspect to my crazy life. And when I get certain people stuck in my head it always brings back memories I had not thought about for a while. You know it's a good memory when you replay it in your head or certain songs make you think of it. So I take tons of pictures and live each day with the people who I love to be with!

People....where is this country going without God??

I don't get people sometimes. They don't acknowledge God and they hinder others from learnign about God. I mean when one person does one thing wrong why does it equal everyone being punished? Why do parents take away a place (like church)  that will only better thier children? Is there no fear of God in this world anymore? The Parents will answer for the way they raised their children and the examples they led by. The Bible tells us to lead by example. Do these type of parents not understand the meaning behind that?

When a young girl talks to you and doesn't quite understand what is going on in her family...and you can't help. The parents need to stand up and find God and lead their children in that direction. What is this country going to end up as if parents do not teach their children about God? If the parents have rejected God do not hinder the children from learning about God and serving Him. Where will this country be without God and Christian morals enstilled in the children?

The people who are hindering the children from learning about God and all that Jesus did for us do not understand the long lasting result. At one point those children who do not know Biblical principles will be the adults. They will be in charge of different things and they will then be setting the example for younger generations.

There is a battle raging for the hearts and minds of the children and teens in This country of America!! If the parents and house holds will not stand up and do what they have been entrusted to do by God....then we as Churches, Christian Schools, and Followers of Christ must stand up and take action. If we all stand by and wait for something to happen we are aiding the enemy and letting the future of our Counry turn to people who do not know God or His Word.

As long as I am breathing and alive I will always minister to people in these situations. I will ensure that my churches doors always remain open to all kinds of people. That I am willing to help, accepting, and loving! This country and this generation needs God!! It is time for us to stand up and affect the children and teens...and by reaching them with the word of God affecting the houses they come from. It is now time for a revival...who is with me??

The thoughts inside your mind.

Have you ever thought that every person who walks by you is thinking about a different thing. Every person is dwelling on something going on in their lives, many people are thinking about what makes them want to go sit in a corner all alone and cry. No two people see every situation the same and they think and think until they are so upset or confused that they just want to quit. For some reason today as I walked into school this thought was going through my mind... as I think about people thinking about life what are they thinking about in their own minds?

Becareful for the mind is one place where we can easily get lost. Because in our minds we can make up whatever we want, and imagine whatever we please. But we must be careful because otherwise we may try to escape from the truth of reality.

What do you think?

So many different views of things here on this Earth. I wonder to myself what do you think? Many people are quick to tell you what they think... but how often do we stop and ask what others think first. Although sometimes we want it to, the world does not revolve around us. And this can be a hard lesson to learn!